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Oh my god new YFLCH is like.. sunshine and rainbows and kittens 😭❤️. Pure glee and squeeing. Ok.. had to get out the fangirl before I get serious 😂.
Oof, cluelessly slimy Zechariah. His characterization is brilliant but I hate it which is probably the point. I appreciated the parallel of Dean going into the bathroom after their conversation… it reminded me of his panic attack, such a pivotal point in his relationship with Cas, only now he -knows- he is supported so his reaction isnt as drastic. Such a simple but powerful show of growth. I both greatly anticipate and dread seeing what happens with Alastair!
Dean was right, it is delicious to know Cas’ age! That line “I really can call him Daddy” had me cheering!!
The most powerful part of the intimate scene between them was, for me, Cas undressing. Sometimes to be emotionally vulnerable you need to be physically vulnerable and there are times when that equal footing makes all the difference in the feeling of safety. Stripping down the metaphoric and literal barriers of intimacy to create balance and get to the heart of the issue… poignantly written. I very nearly cried just at that line “hesitated, and then just… stripped himself instead”.
I understand Dean’s feelings of shame in denying his relationship with Cas, even if it was done out of protection. I wish that no one EVER had to worry about repercussions from society for being themselves, but unfortunately that is not the reality we live in and that was illustrated in such a casual way that it only makes it more unfortunately realistic. I’m glad that Cas has the experience, wisdom, and perspective to help him find that balance of authenticity.
So many deeply beautiful things in this, and then there were fucking SOCKS 😂😂😂. I was laughing at the end, what a rollercoaster. I love it!!
Where are my weepy-face emojis I neeeeed. This opening starts stressful intentionally, brick by brick (you’ll see) bc I want every reader to feel the unfairness of having to hide a relationship in extremely stark contrast to how it’s gotten a little easier now, at least socially if not politically, bc this is set *when I grew up*. This is how it was when I was a teenager, and although I was not as good a writer when I started this as I am now, I want it to feel *real*. Ugh I gotta catch you up fast so you can help on the ending. 😀
Oh my god new YFLCH is like.. sunshine and rainbows and kittens 😭❤️. Pure glee and squeeing. Ok.. had to get out the fangirl before I get serious 😂.
Oof, cluelessly slimy Zechariah. His characterization is brilliant but I hate it which is probably the point. I appreciated the parallel of Dean going into the bathroom after their conversation… it reminded me of his panic attack, such a pivotal point in his relationship with Cas, only now he -knows- he is supported so his reaction isnt as drastic. Such a simple but powerful show of growth. I both greatly anticipate and dread seeing what happens with Alastair!
Dean was right, it is delicious to know Cas’ age! That line “I really can call him Daddy” had me cheering!!
The most powerful part of the intimate scene between them was, for me, Cas undressing. Sometimes to be emotionally vulnerable you need to be physically vulnerable and there are times when that equal footing makes all the difference in the feeling of safety. Stripping down the metaphoric and literal barriers of intimacy to create balance and get to the heart of the issue… poignantly written. I very nearly cried just at that line “hesitated, and then just… stripped himself instead”.
I understand Dean’s feelings of shame in denying his relationship with Cas, even if it was done out of protection. I wish that no one EVER had to worry about repercussions from society for being themselves, but unfortunately that is not the reality we live in and that was illustrated in such a casual way that it only makes it more unfortunately realistic. I’m glad that Cas has the experience, wisdom, and perspective to help him find that balance of authenticity.
So many deeply beautiful things in this, and then there were fucking SOCKS 😂😂😂. I was laughing at the end, what a rollercoaster. I love it!!
Where are my weepy-face emojis I neeeeed. This opening starts stressful intentionally, brick by brick (you’ll see) bc I want every reader to feel the unfairness of having to hide a relationship in extremely stark contrast to how it’s gotten a little easier now, at least socially if not politically, bc this is set *when I grew up*. This is how it was when I was a teenager, and although I was not as good a writer when I started this as I am now, I want it to feel *real*. Ugh I gotta catch you up fast so you can help on the ending. 😀