My AO3 is here.
My published fanfic is so far exclusively Supernatural, mostly Destiel but Sam usually gets a relationship too, and I did publish one Dean!Benny.
I’m working on an original at the moment, but never say never. <3
You Feel Like Coming Home: Part 2 – 133k July 26 2023
The long-delayed conclusion for these particular boys in this particular Universe.
Castiel and Dean navigate their new relationship through the uncharted territories of work, family, and sorely needed personal growth.
I don’t want to spoil you for what I consider a soft and gorgeous ride, so I will keep this summary vague. Suffice it to say, loose threads are tied up, and all our boys get their happy ending(s).
Ring Like Silver, Ring Like Gold – 175k Sept 8 2023
When I wrote this, I still thought I wasn’t autistic <3
Dean is fed up with him & Sammy getting dragged all over Hell’s Half Acre by their Dad’s endless search for the next big score. He’s 18 now, he’s gonna get a job & an apartment so Sam has a chance to finish High School. The job he happens to find is manning the barely legal extension of a phone sex line, but it’s good money as long as his Dad doesn’t find out, right?
Castiel is an earnest, awkward grad student, struggling to find anyone who will actually say what they mean. He finds a hand-made flyer on his campus that says “Lonely, Need a Friend?” so he calls the number. Dean does his best to answer Castiel’s questions, & in the process he & Castiel discover they might be exactly one another’s type. Sparks fly and the pair move their budding relationship into real life, defying rich Dad & poor Dad alike to do so.
This AU features an autistic Castiel. I am not autistic, but with a great deal of research & vetting from my invaluable autistic Beta I did my best to do this Cas beautiful justice. This is not a rescue story. This is two people falling in love with one another for exactly who they are. As always, I believe they rescue *each other*, and me, every time I read them.
A New Night – Timestamp for Hot Yoga – 4k Oct 29 2022
This is the wedding night for Hot Yoga. I think Hot Yoga ends *perfectly*, just… soft and wide open and hopeful and you can imagine whatever you want for it, so I was loathe to pin it down into canon with a final chapter.
But I wanted to see it.
So let’s say that this Universe branches off into two, right at the point where Castiel is climbing that long hill to the cabins, and there are two versions, yours and mine, and they both happened and they are both correct. <3
Hush – 9k Sep 21 2022
Here’s what might have happened in Purgatory between Dean and Benny. This fic is a happy-for-now, because I’ve watched this show very carefully, *especially* the breakup scene between Dean/Benny and Sam/Amelia, shot with equal weight, where Dean says ADIOS – which he only says to lovers the morning after – and you cannot tell me Dean and Benny weren’t CANONICALLY dating.
Anyways, this is sweet and hot and I found it incredibly addicting, not because of the sex, but because of how endearingly pathetic Dean gets before he figures out how to ask for it.
Old Time Rock & Roll: A Space Odyssey – 23k novelette
A/B/O in SPAAACE :-D. IN A WOOORLD, where society is now (mostly) civilized, all Alphas and Omegas use hormone suppressants to keep those pesky uncivilized urges a thing of the past. Well, all Alphas except Castiel, our handsome civil rights lawyer who nevertheless finds himself destined to be single in order to hide his shameful secret. Gabriel drags his little brother out to a Charity benefit BURLESQUE CABARET, where Castiel is dazzled by the headliner. Gabe wins Cas a surprise lap dance with the hot Alpha who is not exactly what he seems, and sparks fly in this True Mates Meet!Cute in SPAAACE.
This story is fun, sexy, and (*I* think) super romantic. This is my first A/B/O and I’ve taken out every trope I’ve met that I don’t like and stuffed in every one I do. I kept the required miscommunication angst but shortened it so it goes by in a flash. I love this one and I hope you will too.
The Phoenix and the Swan – 16k novelette May 2 2022
Castiel hates everything. He’s just suffered through a breakup, but his friends drag him out to a fetish mixer and somehow the unbelievably hot, playfully flirtatious party host convinces Castiel to be the volunteer strapped to his lovingly handmade St Andrew’s cross for the flogging demo, even though they both know he’s not a Sub. Dean tries to take it easy on him, Castiel whispers, “Don’t you dare,” and the game is afoot.
Very little angst, BDSM Meet!Cute with a happy ending.
This story includes one tragic backstory each, lots of emotional, explicit BDSM sex, and an explicit happy ending. I found it very addicting when I wrote it, and I read it easily a dozen times before I wore it out. <3
Hot Yoga – 32k novelette April 8 2022
Summary: Halfway through the Croatoan apocalypse, Dean finds himself stumbling to Castiel’s cabin in the middle of the night. And then, somehow, it keeps happening, but Dean never spends the night and they never talk about it. Until they do.
This story starts hot and sad, then it’s angst angst angst with an enormously satisfying climax and a sappy lift at the end that is so saccharine sweet your teeth will hurt. I promise the happy ending is worth all the pain, but don’t start this unless you can finish it; it huuuurt to write and it hurts to sit in the middle of it. <3
Pour Some Honey On Me – 7k short May 1st 2021
Sammy got into college, but his scholarship doesn’t cover room or board, so Dean paints “Pest Control” on a van, loads up his brother and all their stuff, and starts looking for jobs in a college town. The rich lady with the beehive in her gazebo pays great, but only if the bees are removed humanely. Dean is stumped until Sam suggests maybe his botany professor could help. Professor Novak is nothing like Dean expected, and the two of them really hit it off.
Who’ll Stop The Reign – 102k Feb 12th 2021
A dark, twisted tale. Two boys on another lonely, thankless mission, this time to stop Sam’s terrible nightmare of fascism and death and orange horror from coming true.
And then the irritatingly good-looking cook at the Waffle Shack makes Dean the wrong eggs. Repeatedly.
This enemies-to-lovers story becomes something more when Dean discovers Castiel has, in fact, been finishing his sentences a little too quickly, and then Dean and Castiel discover they are compatible in a number of ways beyond the obvious sparks flying between them. Team Free Will forms an alliance for the case they are working, and then when things take an unexpected turn Castiel steps up to help Dean fight through lingering PTSD with extremely unconventional “therapy”. Okay, it’s torture porn, but it *works* for them.
This starts sexy and fun, it gets pretty dark after chapter eight, there’s a battle, and then a ton of highly emotional, consensual torture porn. The bad guys get a comeuppance and there’s a lovely happy ending.
The first Eight chapters are pretty safe and read like a nice smutty one-shot before this earns any of the dark tags. <3
The Cowboy and the Angel – 16k May 17 2020
An angel saves a young cowboy from death at the hands of a filthy night creature. The cowboy returns the favor when the angel is mortally wounded, and both their lives are changed forever as their souls begin to bond.
This story is poignant but sweet, and while I wasn’t sure about it at first because I thought it was *too* sweet, I reread it last night and it still made me cry like three times so I have come around to loving it. I hope you love it too.
Groundhog Quarantine – 28k May 4th 2020
Dean and Castiel are quarantined in the bunker and have fallen into an incredibly boring routine. One day Dean makes Castiel watch ‘Groundhog Day’, Castiel gets a no good very bad idea*, and Dean and Castiel begin a journey for two** that will change them both forever.
*The non-con is Castiel’s no good very bad idea and is not sexual in nature, although Dean does have one moment of fear when Castiel gets a little scary.
**This is a Dean!Cas fic. Sam and Eileen are mostly offscreen, but I tagged them for accuracy.
The Angel and the African Dream Root – 7k short March 19 2020
This used to be titled “Heaven In Your Eyes,” when I could not resist being overcome by a wave of eighties cheese, but I’m over it and have returned to my original title.
Team Free Will find themselves quarantined in the bunker, and out of sheer boredom, the Angel samples the African dream root. Dean finds himself unwittingly observing and then eagerly participating in Castiel’s fantasies, exploring feelings he’s never dared look at directly. Emotions run high when Dean’s discovery forces him to make a confession.
This summary is vague on purpose; this thing is *fantastic*, guys, but I don’t want to spoil you.
The non-con is very slight, because Dean did not have permission to join Castiel in his private fantasies, and a forceful kiss.
Heaven Can Wait One More Night – 6k short March 13 2020
offer you this headcanon for how Dean and Castiel spent that missing night together in 9.6 Heaven Can’t Wait.
(Dean takes Cas out to dinner and offers to share his motel room, Cas accidentally has a perfectly natural human reaction to something but wails that now he won’t be able to sleep with one of these things, and Dean has to step up and be a pal and show him how you get rid of it. Awkward, sweet, and there’s cuddling. )
Arachnophobia -5k short March 6, 2020
Dean and Castiel take on an unexpected enemy during a hunt, Dean *insists* they both shower, and one thing leads to another.
On Baby – 9k Dec 25th 2019
Timestamp for You Feel Like Coming Home
This is a timestamp for You Feel Like Coming Home, but you needn’t have read that to read this.
Dean decides it’s time to invite *that* Castiel out to the desert.
You Feel Like Coming Home – 290k Published serially Feb 14th – Oct 4th 2019
This one needs an editing pass so badly (now that I sort of know what I’m doing) that I can’t read it anymore, but I won’t do it.
Han shot first.
Castiel Novak was doing just fine on his own. He had unraveled the small mystery of communicating with other humans years ago in his awkward teens, it was just the desire to do so he found himself lacking of late.
Recently returned from military service overseas, nothing holds his interest like it used to, but Castiel still tries to pick up his old life where he left off; designing software by day and tending his orchids by the gentle evenings of his temperate San Francisco Zen garden.
When his firm hires a ridiculously good-looking, hotshot young salesman, the new guy starts screwing the software team, hard, and not in the good way. Dean Winchester starts inventing software features left and right and brings down a world of misery on Castiel’s shoulders until he just can’t take it anymore.
Castiel confronts Dean, sparks fly, and an unlikely alliance formed between Castiel and the Winchester brothers leads to friendship, found family, and for Dean and Castiel, a painstakingly forged, slowly discovered, *much* more profound bond.